<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7463250734414344558</id><updated>2011-07-08T08:24:13.147-07:00</updated><category term='my backyard'/><category term='leaving key largo'/><category term='2'/><category term='testing...duh'/><category term='Ziggurat'/><category term='haiku'/><category term='walking'/><category term='1'/><category term='running'/><category term='house fire'/><category term='Christmas haiku'/><category term='everglades tour'/><category term='thanksgiving'/><category term='3'/><category term='love and laughter'/><category term='out of shape'/><category term='Iraq'/><category term='War Canoe in Blackwater Sound'/><category term='birthday blues'/><category term='fall from grace'/><category term='Iraq haiku'/><title type='text'>What I have to say about everything</title><subtitle type='html'>It's not where I'm going, it's the friendships I pick up along the way.

Leaving Paradise for adventure in the Middle East.</subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>Paradise Found</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05928067623241565504</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>24</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7463250734414344558.post-2631334831332303591</id><published>2008-03-01T11:24:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2008-03-01T11:35:37.835-08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Iraq'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='haiku'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Ziggurat'/><title type='text'>Ziggurat Tour</title><content type='html'>Sumerian sun&lt;br /&gt;through the City of Ur&lt;br /&gt;a sandstorm&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;gray sky&lt;br /&gt;looking through shades&lt;br /&gt;for color&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;desert dawn&lt;br /&gt;the only colors&lt;br /&gt;a mango sky&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;cold morning&lt;br /&gt;the desert sun&lt;br /&gt;atop the Ziggurat&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Abraham's home&lt;br /&gt;crumbling ancient bricks&lt;br /&gt;beneath my feet&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;noonday wait&lt;br /&gt;the heft of PPE gear&lt;br /&gt;on my back&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;lonely walk&lt;br /&gt;in mounds of rubble&lt;br /&gt;looking for...what?&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7463250734414344558-2631334831332303591?l=whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/feeds/2631334831332303591/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7463250734414344558&amp;postID=2631334831332303591' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/2631334831332303591'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/2631334831332303591'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/2008/03/ziggurat-tour.html' title='Ziggurat Tour'/><author><name>Paradise Found</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05928067623241565504</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7463250734414344558.post-7872506677530828507</id><published>2008-02-17T23:51:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2008-02-18T01:06:24.416-08:00</updated><title type='text'>LOL</title><content type='html'>OK...I'm having a pissy day.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nothing with my computer is working. The "get-it" people don't seem to...LOL&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I still need training classes scheduled. I have no SAP access. I have a lot of things to do and I can't do any of them because of it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It has been blowing dirt for three days ...and even though I dust my office (where I spend most of my life) everyday...there is still dirt everywhere. My sinuses are acting up because of it. I am on my second large box of Kleenex in a week. I feel like I am getting sick and I am tired of fighting it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The gym is making me crazy and pissy too...my ipod is dead....lol. OK...it's not making me crazy, I'm just bored.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I need a hug and a night with a warm body (where are ya sweetie, when I need ya?) and I am tired of BEIGE. WHY is EVERYTHING in this country BEIGE????? I need some color. Hook me up. Someone send me a blue sky, some sea green water, hot pink bougainvillea and a few hugs. Oh...and don't forget the "poor pitiful me" box of Kleenex.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7463250734414344558-7872506677530828507?l=whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/feeds/7872506677530828507/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7463250734414344558&amp;postID=7872506677530828507' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/7872506677530828507'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/7872506677530828507'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/2008/02/lol.html' title='LOL'/><author><name>Paradise Found</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05928067623241565504</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7463250734414344558.post-1419899445180256720</id><published>2008-02-13T00:51:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2008-02-13T07:38:12.301-08:00</updated><title type='text'>getting there slowly.....lol</title><content type='html'>OK...back to getting into shape. I have been here two months. Since getting here...life has been CRAZY. I have worked (except for last week which was ONLY.. 97hrs) over 100 hrs a week the entire time. We have been short handed and when you are supporting troops in a war zone, you do what is necessary to get the job done.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have had no time to write, exercise, and have a life...whatever. Hence the sad look of my sorely neglected blog and my fat butt. AS you can see, at least the blog is changing!! AND because YOU can't see (oh, I know, I could post photos...HA!, I don't think so!) ...I feel inclined to tell you. I have lost weight. Yes dear readers, yours truly, paula big butt, has lost weight.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When I arrived here, I was disgusted with myself. All the pants I brought with me (because I positively refused to buy anything bigger...it only encourages you to get comfy on the sofa with your fat self) were too tight. I couldn't get my hands in the pockets...because I could barley get the pants closed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I have been walking to Air-Ops (about half a mile there) almost every morning to give the briefings. I give the briefings and walk back to the office. I then walk (another half mile, maybe) to the DEFAC (dinning facility for you non-military) at least once a day. The other day I was standing in the DEFAC and they had Rip-it's...I love these little energy drinks (they are the same dimension as a coke can, but short) and they don't always have them, so I wanted to get a few. I had take out boxes for my co-workers and no coat on, hands were full and no pockets, in other words. Hard to carry all this stuff. So I shoved four of them in my pants pockets. I'm standing there when all of a sudden I realize, I have FOUR cans of soda in my pockets and my pants are still loose. I could have grabbed a few more. LOL. Well, I about squealed...in fact I did, my buddies were all looking at me...probably thinking I had lost my mind....haha....that happened the day I signed the contract here...TO LATE!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The big news is that we have two new employees in our dept (the posse has arrived) and we now have help....we might actually get a real life. One of the newbie’s is an ex-drill sergeant and came out here as an MWR coordinator (moral, wellness and recreation) and he does the best ABS class around. He started to drag us all out to the gym. He has me on a plan and is my personal trainer. As well as personal trainer for everyone else in our dept. But they are slackers and this blog is not about them....LOL...IT'S ABOUT ME damn it!...tee hee&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SO anyway...off to the gym everyday, sometimes twice a day. I have muscles I didn't know existed before. Is there life in there inside those layers? You bet...I'm feelin it!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7463250734414344558-1419899445180256720?l=whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/feeds/1419899445180256720/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7463250734414344558&amp;postID=1419899445180256720' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/1419899445180256720'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/1419899445180256720'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/2008/02/getting-there-slowlylol.html' title='getting there slowly.....lol'/><author><name>Paradise Found</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05928067623241565504</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7463250734414344558.post-1154358982501259493</id><published>2008-02-12T11:09:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2008-02-12T11:18:00.279-08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Iraq haiku'/><title type='text'>Desert Haiku</title><content type='html'>windy night&lt;br /&gt;the howl of a dog&lt;br /&gt;from somewhere&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sunless morning&lt;br /&gt;sweeping the desert dirt&lt;br /&gt;into a cloud&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;north wind&lt;br /&gt;my nose running faster&lt;br /&gt;than my feet&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;orange clouds&lt;br /&gt;a taste in my mouth&lt;br /&gt;of dirt&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;blue skies&lt;br /&gt;little birds beneath&lt;br /&gt;the date palm&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Iraqi night&lt;br /&gt;satellites prettier&lt;br /&gt;than stars&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;witching hour&lt;br /&gt;music laced with&lt;br /&gt;the whir of a treadmill&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;bunker time&lt;br /&gt;a fly on the wall&lt;br /&gt;squashed&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;desert moon&lt;br /&gt;tilting the hour glass&lt;br /&gt;with a sigh&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7463250734414344558-1154358982501259493?l=whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/feeds/1154358982501259493/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7463250734414344558&amp;postID=1154358982501259493' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/1154358982501259493'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/1154358982501259493'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/2008/02/desert-haiku.html' title='Desert Haiku'/><author><name>Paradise Found</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05928067623241565504</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7463250734414344558.post-4388638023103323661</id><published>2008-02-12T11:08:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2008-02-12T11:09:10.998-08:00</updated><title type='text'>New Years Haibun</title><content type='html'>I received three packages on New Years day. I don't know how my family managed it. It was fabulous. Freshly ground blue mountain coffee (my favorite) and French vanilla powered creamer. Cookies (my Mom makes the best!) and other baked goodies. Socks, sweaters and my coat. Why I thought it wouldn't be "that" cold in the Middle East, is beyond me. Temporary loss of sanity I guess. It has been in the high 30's and low 40's here (I'm from the FL Keys....it was 85 on Christmas) and I am freezing. Most of my things have not arrived yet and I am still in the "living out of a suitcase" mode. Nothing feels like home, everything is new. Setting up house is not that easy in a foreign country when you don't know your way around yet.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;New Years Day&lt;br /&gt;Grandma's war cake&lt;br /&gt;plump with raisins&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7463250734414344558-4388638023103323661?l=whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/feeds/4388638023103323661/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7463250734414344558&amp;postID=4388638023103323661' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/4388638023103323661'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/4388638023103323661'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/2008/02/new-years-haibun.html' title='New Years Haibun'/><author><name>Paradise Found</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05928067623241565504</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7463250734414344558.post-2439677354247127437</id><published>2008-02-12T11:04:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2008-02-12T11:21:14.783-08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='my backyard'/><title type='text'>What I'm missing....</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_8OpVKaxPN-w/R7HuMQvaQLI/AAAAAAAAADQ/0ANrS4Oktmw/s1600-h/my+backyard.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5166172141990330546" style="FLOAT: left; MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; CURSOR: hand" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_8OpVKaxPN-w/R7HuMQvaQLI/AAAAAAAAADQ/0ANrS4Oktmw/s320/my+backyard.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;working Sunday&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the view from home&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;on screen&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt; &lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We work seven days a week...that's what you get for getting 21 days off every 120 days.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7463250734414344558-2439677354247127437?l=whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/feeds/2439677354247127437/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7463250734414344558&amp;postID=2439677354247127437' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/2439677354247127437'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/2439677354247127437'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/2008/02/what-im-missing.html' title='What I&apos;m missing....'/><author><name>Paradise Found</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05928067623241565504</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_8OpVKaxPN-w/R7HuMQvaQLI/AAAAAAAAADQ/0ANrS4Oktmw/s72-c/my+backyard.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7463250734414344558.post-2743972880380785929</id><published>2008-02-12T11:03:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2008-02-12T11:04:13.172-08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Christmas haiku'/><title type='text'>Christmas email</title><content type='html'>Christmas eve&lt;br /&gt;on the desert wind&lt;br /&gt;a call to prayer&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Christmas morning&lt;br /&gt;the smiles generated&lt;br /&gt;opening email&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7463250734414344558-2743972880380785929?l=whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/feeds/2743972880380785929/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7463250734414344558&amp;postID=2743972880380785929' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/2743972880380785929'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/2743972880380785929'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/2008/02/christmas-email.html' title='Christmas email'/><author><name>Paradise Found</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05928067623241565504</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7463250734414344558.post-6688910113268905751</id><published>2008-02-12T09:39:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2008-02-12T09:42:55.153-08:00</updated><title type='text'>My trip to Baghdad</title><content type='html'>I am not going to post the picture of me and Mairtin (my son) in front of the "Victory Palace" in beautiful downtown Baghdad. We are standing across the lake from it and in front of Saddams children's palace "the Flintstone palace". I wish you could see the opulence of this compound, the size (bigger than Marathon...similar to the size of the inner loop of Houston) never mind the fact that the palace behind me is one of so many I lost count...well....it would boggle your mind. He spent Billions here on himself and his friends. The boat house alone is bigger than any home I have ever seen...and I have seen a bunch. Many of the palaces have been bombed, by both US and Iraqi forces. I was so saddened by this display of greed...in the face of so many despondent and truly poor people in Iraq. The thing that struck me is that he used his money for all the wrong reasons....he could have been beloved by his people, he could have changed the face of his country and ....well...I just don't understand. These people have nothing and he flaunted this in their faces.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sunday afternoon&lt;br /&gt;a butterfly paused over&lt;br /&gt;the Flintstone palace&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Here are a few links if you would like to see photos (from other people) of what I took a tour of. I didn't take my camera and this is the only one I have a copy of right now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The palace (Al Faw) I went to for the media party and Saddams Chair are  on the third link but the first two have some really nice photos and some good commentary.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As for my trip to Dubai....OMG...what a blast! I sat at the foot of the ski slope eating sushi and watching the skiers haul butt down and slam into the glass....made for much amusement during dinner.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What a great place. When I get time I will post photos up on the easy share site and send y'all the link.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That's all for now! I'm going home to bed.....goodnight all!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;http://members.cox.net/campslayer/&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;http://midnight.hushedcasket.com/2006/05/17/the-perfume-palace-baghdad/&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;http://www.photos4share.com/thumbnails.php?album=topn&amp;amp;cat=-43&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7463250734414344558-6688910113268905751?l=whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/feeds/6688910113268905751/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7463250734414344558&amp;postID=6688910113268905751' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/6688910113268905751'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/6688910113268905751'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/2008/02/my-trip-to-baghdad.html' title='My trip to Baghdad'/><author><name>Paradise Found</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05928067623241565504</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7463250734414344558.post-349898542342250000</id><published>2007-12-09T19:22:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2007-12-09T21:06:35.125-08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='out of shape'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='walking'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='running'/><title type='text'>running, walking and being out of shape!</title><content type='html'>Yesterday, I went out and brought sneakers. NOT just any sneakers mind you....real ones. Running shoes, for GODS sake! I am so out of shape, it's sickening. Anyway, my daughter, the princess in waiting, convinced me that if I am to start a fitness program (and I am) I needed real shoes. So we went to this shop in Texas, one that specializes in runners and runners gear. They let you run around the block in the shoes and they let you bring them back after 30 days if they are not what you need. Now, friends, this should have told me something (read into this obnoxious amounts of cash) but alas, I wear &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0"&gt;crocs&lt;/span&gt; and flip flops. I know nothing about real shoes.&lt;br /&gt;So I have the shoes...we venture out to the park this morning to break them in. This is where I like the story...and I am winded at the half mile mark. We go to Tom Bass park (which has a 1.1 mile walkers trail around the pond) and I tell my lovely daughter (the semi-runner with the long legs who is in training to run a 10k) that I need her to slow down, &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1"&gt;LOL&lt;/span&gt;. I'm short, old and outta shape...what was she thinking? How the hell did she expect me to keep up.&lt;br /&gt;I do my 1.1 mile and the last half is up hill (these people who design these parks have a VERY sick sense of humor) and by now I am half dead and &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2"&gt;ewwwww&lt;/span&gt;......sweating. After all, it's like 80 here in TX in Dec...who feels like Christmas?&lt;br /&gt;I decide to let my daughter run on and I will stop here...after all...this is a good start...but then I decide to walk around in the opposite direction slowly and just cool off. THAT was a brilliant idea because I got to see all the other walkers...and wow...I went another mile!!! Yep...I started to look forward to "running" into people and cheering them on an saying "how are ya?" and "good morning!!" and "You go girl" and I just kept going round the park. It was great.  People were smiling and laughing and talking to me, one group I ran into again and I slumped over and started to pant and they bout cracked up....point is, had I not gone the wrong direction on the trail (the other way, no one was lapping me) I would not have had any interaction with anyone...AND I would have stopped at mile one. Two miles today...round the world tomorrow!!&lt;br /&gt;Point is, sometimes it pays to go in the wrong direction.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7463250734414344558-349898542342250000?l=whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/feeds/349898542342250000/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7463250734414344558&amp;postID=349898542342250000' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/349898542342250000'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/349898542342250000'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/2007/12/running-walking-and-being-out-of-shape.html' title='running, walking and being out of shape!'/><author><name>Paradise Found</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05928067623241565504</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7463250734414344558.post-6084812659133698262</id><published>2007-12-05T17:57:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2007-12-09T19:16:05.272-08:00</updated><title type='text'>the week so far</title><content type='html'>ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...I AM TIRED!!!!&lt;br /&gt;ok,  I have made it so far.&lt;br /&gt;This week (and it's only Wed!), for those of you interested, has been rough.&lt;br /&gt;I flew back on Sunday, there was a screw up with my hotel (a beautiful 4 star)  and I was bumped to "trucker hell"....in other words the company put me up in the MOTEL that was the farthest out and full of truck drivers. The shuttle leaves the motel at 5:30 every morning for the 7am mandatory meeting at the training center. It takes 10 minutes to get to the training center...but because they have people scattered about all over ....you get the picture. Yes, I could take a cab, but it would cost me. I have chosen to stay at home (with my daughter in Pearland) and drive into town for the training classes. It takes 35 minutes to drive in at the ass crack of dawn...but coming home is rush hour and takes an hour....still it is worth it to stay in one of my old comfy beds. In a room that doesn't smell like smoke and old beer. LOL...ok, so I do go on!&lt;br /&gt;Classes have been running for 12 hours a day. Tuesday was 16hrs. Friday and Sat are 7am to 10pm....I will be a vegetable by Sunday. Check in next week.......geeze&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I would try to write something pithy...but I am just too damn tired!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7463250734414344558-6084812659133698262?l=whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/feeds/6084812659133698262/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7463250734414344558&amp;postID=6084812659133698262' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/6084812659133698262'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/6084812659133698262'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/2007/12/week-so-far.html' title='the week so far'/><author><name>Paradise Found</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05928067623241565504</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7463250734414344558.post-7244287953929893267</id><published>2007-11-28T06:50:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2007-12-05T20:41:29.382-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;div&gt;airpot lounge&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;the vacant old couple&lt;/div&gt;light up a kiss&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7463250734414344558-7244287953929893267?l=whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/feeds/7244287953929893267/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7463250734414344558&amp;postID=7244287953929893267' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/7244287953929893267'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/7244287953929893267'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/2007/11/airpot-lounge-vacant-old-couple-light.html' title=''/><author><name>Paradise Found</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05928067623241565504</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7463250734414344558.post-1128445978650551505</id><published>2007-11-26T11:16:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2007-11-26T11:21:00.448-08:00</updated><title type='text'>haiku and thoughts</title><content type='html'>Travel Haiku...a very good friend of mine suggested I write a book. "The Chai Chronicles", he called it. I like that idea. Thank you , LD.....&lt;br /&gt;Do not be surprised if all of these postings change...they are a WIP after all. This post for instance needs to be made into a proper haibun. AND that will take some work.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oriental market&lt;br /&gt;smelling the chai&lt;br /&gt;of my travels&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;iced tea&lt;br /&gt;on cool marble steps&lt;br /&gt;my bare feet&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;terracotta tiles&lt;br /&gt;chai with the sent&lt;br /&gt;of fried fish&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Where else but Italy and Spain? I will comment later.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my guide&lt;br /&gt;under the flame tree&lt;br /&gt;stirring chai&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;wet buskers&lt;br /&gt;across the Hapenny bridge&lt;br /&gt;hot tea&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I was looking at some old photographs last night and it brought back many memories. I am going to write a series on "tea" and all the places in the world I have enjoyed it. Teas seems to be the one constant in all my travels, so it made sense to me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The first Haiku is about a trip to Kenya I took when I was 17. I will never forget those trees...it's hard not to fall in love with Africa. I had a guide, an older Swahili gentleman who was so dignified. We sat in the shade under a flame tree and he made tea. At the time, I didn't realize just how much of an honor that was, how poor he was and his "sharing" with me, was truly a gift. In Africa, they drink a lot of their meals. That drink is Chai. Made with 50% water, 50% milk and a good dose of sugar, for those that can afford it. They steep the loose leaves in the just boiled mixture, stirring for a few minutes and then strain the lot. It's unfortunate I was so young, stupid and as green as I was. I never realized just what a moment it was and how fortunate I was to be there. I took a lot for granted back then.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The second Haiku is about Dublin. I used to live there and I loved the place. It was the first place I actually heard the term "buskers". I had seen them in Paris, Rome, Munich and many other places, but no one had ever told me they had a name for street performers. It seemed to be drizzling all the time in Dublin and always on the chilly side. I used to walk from my house on the north side of Dublin, across the Hapenny Bridge, past the buskers, who I always gave something to, even though there were some extremely lean times in Dublin, to Bewleys to buy tea. It was the one and only luxury I could afford. Bewley's tea. I still drink it, only it's now the decaf I drink. I have it shipped from Dublin, twice a year. How times have changed.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7463250734414344558-1128445978650551505?l=whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/feeds/1128445978650551505/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7463250734414344558&amp;postID=1128445978650551505' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/1128445978650551505'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/1128445978650551505'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/2007/11/haiku-and-thoughts.html' title='haiku and thoughts'/><author><name>Paradise Found</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05928067623241565504</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7463250734414344558.post-739096914263770454</id><published>2007-11-26T11:01:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2007-12-05T20:42:15.366-08:00</updated><title type='text'>haiku</title><content type='html'>Haiku to go……and in no order, sorry&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;25 knots&lt;br /&gt;stirring my stomach&lt;br /&gt;the sea&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;day moon&lt;br /&gt;telling the one you love&lt;br /&gt;you don't&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fireflies&lt;br /&gt;pollen dusted&lt;br /&gt;fingertips&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;full moon&lt;br /&gt;another trip around&lt;br /&gt;the mangroves&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sultry afternoon&lt;br /&gt;on the bodega sidewalk&lt;br /&gt;crumbs and birds&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;quiet moon&lt;br /&gt;counting each and every&lt;br /&gt;little breath&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sea salt&lt;br /&gt;on my lips&lt;br /&gt;a forgotten name&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;soft rain&lt;br /&gt;scattering ashes over&lt;br /&gt;Buttonwood Bay&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;over the boats bow&lt;br /&gt;my fingers dip for&lt;br /&gt;three dolphin&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;spoonbills&lt;br /&gt;temporarily lost in&lt;br /&gt;the evening sky&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;crystal clear waters&lt;br /&gt;out in the backcountry&lt;br /&gt;sharks and tourists&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hazy day&lt;br /&gt;fires to the north&lt;br /&gt;fingerprints south&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So glad the sky has cleared once again! I was beginning to worry! My car, my lungs and my sinuses were feeling the pain of all that "smog". Yuck.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wednesday morning&lt;br /&gt;little brown leaves swirl&lt;br /&gt;at the crossroad&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;flower moon&lt;br /&gt;silently slipping&lt;br /&gt;into the sea&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;full moon kayak&lt;br /&gt;sitting in the bay&lt;br /&gt;singing&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;first bone&lt;br /&gt;I swear&lt;br /&gt;and spook him&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;day dreaming&lt;br /&gt;toes in the sun&lt;br /&gt;and water&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;lazy afternoon&lt;br /&gt;spoiled by work&lt;br /&gt;and going&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;easy night&lt;br /&gt;the crowd large&lt;br /&gt;and happy&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;almost full&lt;br /&gt;the moon&lt;br /&gt;and me&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;stargazing&lt;br /&gt;my hand cold&lt;br /&gt;and empty&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;no sleep tonight&lt;br /&gt;his brown eyes&lt;br /&gt;and his, blue&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;missing still&lt;br /&gt;the friendship&lt;br /&gt;and the chemistry&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so many stars&lt;br /&gt;to wish on&lt;br /&gt;and only one wish&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;cool blustery day&lt;br /&gt;an alcoved chair invites me&lt;br /&gt;into the suns warmth&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;azure sky&lt;br /&gt;amongst the palm trees&lt;br /&gt;a cardinal&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;all day long&lt;br /&gt;bird songs&lt;br /&gt;whistling back&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;lazy day&lt;br /&gt;dogs and mosquitoes&lt;br /&gt;napping&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;no moon tonight&lt;br /&gt;three diver's sleep&lt;br /&gt;on the Speigel Grove&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;little white heron&lt;br /&gt;by the waters edge&lt;br /&gt;snapping up hot air&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;cell phone chatter&lt;br /&gt;does anyone have&lt;br /&gt;an honest talk&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;driving under&lt;br /&gt;a liar's moon&lt;br /&gt;spring rain&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7463250734414344558-739096914263770454?l=whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/feeds/739096914263770454/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7463250734414344558&amp;postID=739096914263770454' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/739096914263770454'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/739096914263770454'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/2007/11/haiku.html' title='haiku'/><author><name>Paradise Found</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05928067623241565504</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7463250734414344558.post-8383764380205446926</id><published>2007-11-25T19:51:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2007-11-28T06:49:56.370-08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='fall from grace'/><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>"you are a joy to be with"&lt;br /&gt;my soul, feasting on words&lt;br /&gt;that fill my heart&lt;br /&gt;with nothingness&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;smooth stones&lt;br /&gt;across his chest&lt;br /&gt;this barren desert&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my windswept lawn&lt;br /&gt;soggy leaves tussle&lt;br /&gt;with bare rose branches&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7463250734414344558-8383764380205446926?l=whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/feeds/8383764380205446926/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7463250734414344558&amp;postID=8383764380205446926' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/8383764380205446926'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/8383764380205446926'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/2007/11/you-are-joy-to-be-with-my-heart.html' title=''/><author><name>Paradise Found</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05928067623241565504</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7463250734414344558.post-6611513227411899485</id><published>2007-11-25T18:35:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2007-11-25T18:35:33.497-08:00</updated><title type='text'>Poets Who Blog: Found Poems</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://poetswhoblog.blogspot.com/2007/11/found-poems.html"&gt;Poets Who Blog: Found Poems&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7463250734414344558-6611513227411899485?l=whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='related' href='http://poetswhoblog.blogspot.com/2007/11/found-poems.html' title='Poets Who 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height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7463250734414344558.post-7036819335522120302</id><published>2007-11-22T16:33:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2007-11-26T10:59:32.108-08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='thanksgiving'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='love and laughter'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='house fire'/><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>&lt;span style=";font-family:verdana;font-size:100%;"  &gt;We had a fire and then a flood in the house in Texas last week. The flood actually put out the fire. AMAZING. A pencil lead sized hole in the pvc water pipe in the attic. I am astounded. If you could see the fire damage, you would understand. Anyway, the house (over 50 yrs old) a long ranch style that is huge and could easily be a duplex (there are two kitchens, living rooms, three bedrooms in each end, three bathrooms) is going to be half replaced. The north end of the house will get a new living room, dining room, kitchen, hallway and two new bedrooms. The entire roof will be replaced on the whole house. What a mess. I am here for the next two weeks before I head out to the middle east. I thought to relax with my daughter and just chill out. Instead, we will be trying to restore some order and get things repaired. No one was hurt, nothing of great value was lost. We are thankful.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:verdana;font-size:100%;"  &gt;breakfast&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:verdana;font-size:100%;"  &gt;we laugh at&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:verdana;font-size:100%;"  &gt;the burnt bacon&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:verdana;font-size:100%;"  &gt;overcast skies&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:verdana;font-size:100%;"  &gt;on Thanksgiving day&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:verdana;font-size:100%;"  &gt;more smoke smell&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;scorching day&lt;br /&gt;from the attic fire&lt;br /&gt;forgotten memories&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:verdana;font-size:100%;"  &gt;Thanksgiving day&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:verdana;font-size:100%;"  &gt;picking through&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:verdana;font-size:100%;"  &gt;old photographs&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;thanksgiving sunset&lt;br /&gt;the deflated soccer ball&lt;br /&gt;still kicked between us&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:verdana;font-size:100%;"  &gt;drizzle&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:verdana;font-size:100%;"  &gt;a ball  in the yard&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:verdana;font-size:100%;"  &gt;deflated&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:verdana;font-size:100%;"  &gt;dreary old shed&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:verdana;font-size:100%;"  &gt; deep in the rubble&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:verdana;font-size:100%;"  &gt; the missing bracelet&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:arial;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style=";font-family:Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;font-size:100%;"  &gt;midnight&lt;br /&gt;around the table&lt;br /&gt;crazy bets&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;cold front&lt;br /&gt;inside our house&lt;br /&gt;laughter&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;quiet night&lt;br /&gt;pumpkin pie&lt;br /&gt;warms us up&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7463250734414344558-7036819335522120302?l=whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/feeds/7036819335522120302/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7463250734414344558&amp;postID=7036819335522120302' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/7036819335522120302'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/7036819335522120302'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/2007/11/we-had-fire-and-then-flood-in-house-in.html' title=''/><author><name>Paradise Found</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05928067623241565504</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7463250734414344558.post-783103147168250483</id><published>2007-11-16T17:41:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2007-11-26T14:09:53.267-08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='War Canoe in Blackwater Sound'/><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Rex's War Canoe&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_8OpVKaxPN-w/Rz5Oz2RfQ4I/AAAAAAAAABo/nLBqlmySqSk/s1600-h/big+canoe.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5133627277898105730" style="" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_8OpVKaxPN-w/Rz5Oz2RfQ4I/AAAAAAAAABo/nLBqlmySqSk/s320/big+canoe.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_8OpVKaxPN-w/R0KEg2RfQ5I/AAAAAAAAABw/60CePulQUz8/s1600-h/P1010076.JPG"&gt;&lt;img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_8OpVKaxPN-w/R0KEg2RfQ5I/AAAAAAAAABw/60CePulQUz8/s320/P1010076.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5134812225015333778" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_8OpVKaxPN-w/R0KFC2RfQ7I/AAAAAAAAACA/OqiwdFWcKvY/s1600-h/P1010082.JPG"&gt;&lt;img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_8OpVKaxPN-w/R0KFC2RfQ7I/AAAAAAAAACA/OqiwdFWcKvY/s320/P1010082.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5134812809130886066" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_8OpVKaxPN-w/R0KFDGRfQ8I/AAAAAAAAACI/1_8MgPrMPWM/s1600-h/P1010086.JPG"&gt;&lt;img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_8OpVKaxPN-w/R0KFDGRfQ8I/AAAAAAAAACI/1_8MgPrMPWM/s320/P1010086.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5134812813425853378" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;My dear friends. There were parties for me all over the Keys in the last weeks. It was a humbling experience, seeing how many friends I have and how wonderful they all are. From breakfasts to dinners (and all excuses in between to gather together and eat, drink and be merry) and for 7 days and nights in a row....I was amazed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My Full Moon Kayak bunch, launched the war canoe at sunset on my last night in the Keys. We paddled out into Blackwater Sound to watch the sunset and sing in a new adventure for all of us.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I was delighted. How could anyone ask for a better going away present than to have all your friends together, sharing songs and memories, good food and wine and a fire out under the stars?                                                  It was a wonderful evening.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;last sunset&lt;br /&gt;the war canoe&lt;br /&gt;with paddles up&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;evening cloud cover&lt;br /&gt;through ragged holes&lt;br /&gt;the last sunbeams&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7463250734414344558-783103147168250483?l=whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/feeds/783103147168250483/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7463250734414344558&amp;postID=783103147168250483' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/783103147168250483'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/783103147168250483'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/2007/11/rexs-war-canoe-my-dear-friends.html' title=''/><author><name>Paradise Found</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05928067623241565504</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_8OpVKaxPN-w/Rz5Oz2RfQ4I/AAAAAAAAABo/nLBqlmySqSk/s72-c/big+canoe.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7463250734414344558.post-5793944599322215727</id><published>2007-11-14T13:57:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2007-11-14T14:09:50.107-08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='leaving key largo'/><title type='text'>blah blah blah</title><content type='html'>OK so sue me, I edited and saved some posts because they were unorganized (&lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0"&gt;LOL&lt;/span&gt;...shut up, I know my head is) and I will try to be a bit more concise and get my act together.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sudden downpour&lt;br /&gt;the paper shredder&lt;br /&gt;burns out&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am getting a cold, I think. I have a sore throat...maybe because I was drinking and ended up sleeping with my big mouth hanging open all night mumbling things like "&lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1"&gt;murphh&lt;/span&gt;, &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2"&gt;murphh&lt;/span&gt;...&lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3"&gt;humphft&lt;/span&gt;"...and slobbering on myself. &lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4"&gt;Ok&lt;/span&gt;...that's horse manure. I wasn't drinking, I was just slobbering. I've been stressed, cut me some slack. I quit working last week and was in work today. As well as a few other days....what a loser. I still have to pack.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sudden rain&lt;br /&gt;through the window&lt;br /&gt;a lost view&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_5"&gt;OKOKOK&lt;/span&gt;...I'll get over leaving.... as soon as I do. A few more days of tragedy...&lt;span class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_6"&gt;LOL&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Let's put it this way, it's very appropriate that it's pissing down rain this afternoon.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7463250734414344558-5793944599322215727?l=whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/feeds/5793944599322215727/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7463250734414344558&amp;postID=5793944599322215727' title='7 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/5793944599322215727'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/5793944599322215727'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/2007/11/blah-blah-blah.html' title='blah blah blah'/><author><name>Paradise Found</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05928067623241565504</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>7</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7463250734414344558.post-3437543281785692890</id><published>2007-11-08T19:19:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2007-11-14T13:44:42.461-08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='everglades tour'/><title type='text'>WHAT did YOU do the other night?</title><content type='html'>I probably shouldn't post while drinking.....it makes me wax melancholy... melon collie...I get a visual. Probably not a good thing. AND thank god there is spell check.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hazy moon&lt;br /&gt;pen and paper&lt;br /&gt;what's with THAT ink?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;OK....so, last Thursday I had planned to go to work (because I am anal..Tuesday was my last day) and make sure that the wedding party I had booked went off as planned...AND then the plan was to sit in the tiki bar and drink with my cute friends and other buddies. Before I was done, everyone I wanted to drink with had gone home.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;muddy sky&lt;br /&gt;no clouds&lt;br /&gt;or stars&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I don't know what's going on. I live with a guy...a few of them (not what you are thinking you bunch of pervs) They were ALL being a huge pain in the ass the other night. The boyfriend crashed at 8pm, the kiddo was whinnier than usual, the dogs were snoring and passing gas that would peel the paint off the walls, my Dad wasn't into babysitting so I could go back out, my brother was a no show and I sat on the couch and ate Utzs rods and drank myself into a vino induced stupor. OK, so I'm a light weight and that only took two glasses....but still.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;wine moon&lt;br /&gt;not just the sofa&lt;br /&gt;warmed&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sidebar...I had to put my GD brace on because my freaking ribs are hurting...Doc told me not to go back to work.... and I am a workaholic and have been at work every day this week.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So why am I drinking alone? Because I'm pathetic....lol&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wehhhh hell....I 'm drinking because I am leaving and I have a few pangs about it. Maybe I don't know what I want. Perhaps because it's beautiful in the Keys right now and this is the best time to be here. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Everglades tour&lt;br /&gt;the spoonbills squawk&lt;br /&gt;at our approach&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;white pelicans&lt;br /&gt;against the blue sky&lt;br /&gt;a vapor trail&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;osprey nest&lt;br /&gt;a tourist leans out&lt;br /&gt;over the bridge&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;outstretched cormorant&lt;br /&gt;my fingers filter&lt;br /&gt;the sunlight&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;my toes dip&lt;br /&gt;over the bow&lt;br /&gt;two dolphin&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;mangrove shade&lt;br /&gt;a crab spider&lt;br /&gt;eats it's mate&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;wood storks&lt;br /&gt;through the camera lens&lt;br /&gt;me and mike&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;red mangroves&lt;br /&gt;guiding the boat&lt;br /&gt;into the shade&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am cooking Thanksgiving dinner (first time in about 6 years...I have a chef, remember) for a crowd.  I am a DAMN GREAT cook who used to love to cooking for crowds. I will not be able to do that again for a few more years.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;family heirlooms&lt;br /&gt;the scent of pumpkin&lt;br /&gt;from the kitchen&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm feeling sorry for myself. What an ass.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7463250734414344558-3437543281785692890?l=whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/feeds/3437543281785692890/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7463250734414344558&amp;postID=3437543281785692890' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/3437543281785692890'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/3437543281785692890'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/2007/11/what-did-you-do-other-night.html' title='WHAT did YOU do the other night?'/><author><name>Paradise Found</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05928067623241565504</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7463250734414344558.post-2930557856230413698</id><published>2007-11-07T09:48:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2007-11-14T15:57:22.802-08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='testing...duh'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='3'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='1'/><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='2'/><title type='text'>Humm</title><content type='html'>I had something to say...really I did. OH yes! Now I remember...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Last night I had to make a trip to Miami...yes, that dreaded physcho city of shitty (gumball machine drivers license getting) motorists. All of whom gesture a lot with their horns and hands...and speak in every language but English.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am going to work in the middle east and because of the recent pranks of a few lunatics at NASA, anyone now even remotely close to working for or with the government has to take a WABI test. Now I could make jokes about what WABI stands for...but I'm busy and in a hurry and now my poor brain is taxed form the Miami experience. I also had to go buy a pair of ho-bag shoes at DSW....you can't go to Miami in crocs...it's just not done.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The test took place on the roof in a parking garage and was supposed to determine if I was nuts or not. A computerized nut case check on a roof in a parking garage...WTF? I kid you not!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The test was supposed to take 90 minutes and consisted of 131 questions. Silly stuff about driving (like I'm gonna say I drive like Mario Andretti on a bad day) and being a team player (is there an I in team , because I am so incredibly self absorbed) and if I scream and throw temper tantrums when I am frustrated (only sexually...not at work....unless...well never mind that's a whole nuther story) and if I hold a grudge (huh? they should have asked my ex-fre^&amp;amp;ing husband). I was outta there in 20 minutes with a "passed and welcome to your next step in processing...read that as...the unrelenting and never ending form filling out that you have to do in order to make a buck around here".&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now I have to laugh because several of my friends said (when they heard I was going and had to take a sanity test) "Ha ha...you won't be going anywhere, you're nuts" . I think that's why I did so well on the test. I am nuts.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7463250734414344558-2930557856230413698?l=whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/feeds/2930557856230413698/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7463250734414344558&amp;postID=2930557856230413698' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/2930557856230413698'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/2930557856230413698'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/2007/11/humm.html' title='Humm'/><author><name>Paradise Found</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05928067623241565504</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7463250734414344558.post-4308815731471271568</id><published>2007-11-06T07:47:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2007-11-26T11:01:51.973-08:00</updated><title type='text'>A very LONG post of some old things I have in my head</title><content type='html'>I was nine. We were on the way to the airport to pick up my grandmother who was coming for Christmas. It was rush hour. The traffic was heavy and I thought at the time, fast. I was sitting in the back seat with my brothers and up ahead, I saw a small dog in the median. I knew immediately that he was going to make a dash for it and that he wouldn't make it. I screamed for my Dad to stop the car. As he slowed, the dog was hit by the car in front of us. He flipped high in the air landing on his back. With his legs flailing, he tried to get up and out of the way of oncoming traffic. There was blood on the road. I started to cry and begged my parents to stop the car so we could help. My father said we couldn't. My Mother told me the dog would be dead by then. My brothers laughed as I cried harder. And then, my mother laughed as she told me I was being really silly. That made my brothers go into convulsive gasps and dying dog displays of flailing arms and legs. I remember looking back and seeing him struggling and attempting to get up several more times and I vowed never to cry again in front of anyone. So far, so good.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;brittle leaves&lt;br /&gt;in the graveyard&lt;br /&gt;my best friend&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7463250734414344558-4308815731471271568?l=whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/feeds/4308815731471271568/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7463250734414344558&amp;postID=4308815731471271568' title='1 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/4308815731471271568'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/4308815731471271568'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/2007/11/very-long-post-of-some-old-things-i.html' title='A very LONG post of some old things I have in my head'/><author><name>Paradise Found</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05928067623241565504</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>1</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7463250734414344558.post-4499155965727107364</id><published>2007-11-05T19:15:00.001-08:00</published><updated>2007-12-05T20:45:13.170-08:00</updated><title type='text'>LMAO...ok, I'm liking this</title><content type='html'>No one reads this...hehehe...does that mean I can say what ever the fuck I want? Well...hell no, because one of my friends, someday, somewhere will ask me for the link (some already have) and I will give it to them. So much for being anonymous. AND then they will read all the shit that is in my head, and they will be afraid. AND know how weird I truly am.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;windy day&lt;br /&gt;papers scattered&lt;br /&gt;with thoughts&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7463250734414344558-4499155965727107364?l=whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/feeds/4499155965727107364/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7463250734414344558&amp;postID=4499155965727107364' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/4499155965727107364'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/4499155965727107364'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/2007/11/lmaook-im-liking-this.html' title='LMAO...ok, I&apos;m liking this'/><author><name>Paradise Found</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05928067623241565504</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7463250734414344558.post-6317129520706446813</id><published>2007-11-04T09:19:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2007-11-14T13:56:44.048-08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='birthday blues'/><title type='text'>new adventures</title><content type='html'>I am leaving the Keys on Nov 17th. I don't know quite what to say. I am moving to the middle east. I used to live in Saudi, so it's no big deal for me. I spent close to ten years living the expat lifestyle and it suited me. Right now, there are mixed emotions. The weather here has turned and it is WONDERFUL. The reason I moved here (in part) but these are the kinds of days that we live for in the keys. Sky's of endless blue. Gentle sweet smells on the soft island breezes....ahhh. Warm sand between the toes, Cuban coffee and toast for breakfast.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sand pipers&lt;br /&gt;washed up in the waves&lt;br /&gt;a child's pail&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The weekend has been fantastic. I was taken out to breakfast yesterday by my friend Big Red, she picked me up in her convertible (picture it, a blond and a red head in a convertible driving around the keys!) and we went for a small cruise. Small because I am in pain.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;blue sky&lt;br /&gt;the bobbing heads&lt;br /&gt;in a caddy&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yesterday was my birthday. I spent most of it at home dizzy. LOL...morphine. Today I am in more pain, rather put up with the pain then the dizzy, sick, queasy feeling. I have three cracked ribs and torn cartilage between them! Yes...nice. My first trip to fantasy fest and I come back broken.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;naked people&lt;br /&gt;does anyone own&lt;br /&gt;a mirror?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I was minding my own business (and SOBER damn it because I was a designated driver!) watching the parade when a drunk guy fell on me. Not just fell, lost his balance, tried to compensate and hit me head on like a linebacker, throwing me 3 feet in the air and into a concrete wall behind me. I had the wind knocked out of me, scrapped and bruised my back and fractured my ribs. Ahhh, if I had been drunk, I'd probably be OK. LOL. My ear has blood in it also...nice. I am fine. Really. Everyone was like "Did you call the police?" Folks...it was fantasy fest, people get drunk, it was an accident, the guy felt so bad....BUT...it was an accident. AND accidents happen, even to the sober people.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;cigars and beads&lt;br /&gt;spilled on the sidewalk&lt;br /&gt;fantasy fest&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I got a little pissy yesterday also. None of my guy friends wished me a happy birthday. Not one. I was amazed and a little shocked. Not one of them. I have several. Not one....I'm sounding like a broken record here. Not one of the fuckers. All my girlfriends, GOD BLESS THEM ALL!!! sent me emails, called me from Brazil, Ireland, Iraq all over the US and the world. Sent me cards and flowers and took me to breakfast, asked me to dinner.....and not one of the lousy fuckers that I have slept with and even the ones I haven't slept with (so, I can't blame it on bad sex) said boo.&lt;br /&gt;What's up with that shit? Being a lesbian is starting to look very attractive. OK, that's a lie, I love men.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;raging fire&lt;br /&gt;too many candles&lt;br /&gt;on my cake&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So guys, if you read this, buck up...call, send a card, an email, take me to dinner, lunch, breakfast, buy me a freaking cup of coffee for god's sake...redeem yourselves!!! Don't let me lose faith in y'all on my way outta town.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fantasy fest&lt;br /&gt;a painted lady&lt;br /&gt;shouldn't be&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7463250734414344558-6317129520706446813?l=whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/feeds/6317129520706446813/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7463250734414344558&amp;postID=6317129520706446813' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/6317129520706446813'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/6317129520706446813'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/2007/11/new-adventures.html' title='new adventures'/><author><name>Paradise Found</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05928067623241565504</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7463250734414344558.post-7906801026384546368</id><published>2007-10-24T13:08:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2007-11-22T16:33:07.975-08:00</updated><title type='text'>random ku's</title><content type='html'>I like to write haiku. I will not pretend that I am good at it, I'm not. There are people whose haiku bring tears to my eyes, they are so beautiful. Many of these people you can find in the WHC and the NOBO list groups. The true artist, IMHO, is someone who can write something so profoundly moving and not only do you "see" it, but you feel, smell and sometimes hear it as well, in only three little lines. I will add mine (in many forms)  to this blog from time to time, but just remember, if you are looking for great haiku, check out "The Heron's Nest" or "Frogpond"...or any number of other great haiku sites. My "stuff" is what it is, my thoughts and feelings at the time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;roads' end&lt;br /&gt;where blue&lt;br /&gt;meets blue&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;starry sky&lt;br /&gt;so many words&lt;br /&gt;unspoken&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yoga&lt;br /&gt;in the park&lt;br /&gt;live oaks&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;jalousie window&lt;br /&gt;the missing sent&lt;br /&gt;of his cologne&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7463250734414344558-7906801026384546368?l=whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/feeds/7906801026384546368/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7463250734414344558&amp;postID=7906801026384546368' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/7906801026384546368'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7463250734414344558/posts/default/7906801026384546368'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://whatihavetosayabouteverything.blogspot.com/2007/10/random-kus.html' title='random ku&apos;s'/><author><name>Paradise Found</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/05928067623241565504</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry></feed>
